fireworks, food and harleys

fourth of july has come and gone, there was food, there were fireworks and then there was the harley ride! i feel like my soul and spirit are reawakened when i feel the air pulsating in my face. it feels like all the cares of my day get whipped away in the wind. i am still pretty "high" from camp last week. i continue to bond with tynin each day. dave and i are still not fighting, which in itself is a miracle, i have a renewed sense of direction in my healing, and will fight a little harder for what i believe god is telling me to do. i am trying to lose the weight i gained last week, that food was good! and dealing with god and dave on the situation with kennedy. soon, things will be hectic and the fuzziness from camp will fall away, but today, i feel like i again have a purpose. i feel like i can continue on for awhile longer. i feel like god puts people in my life at exactly the right time and even if they come and go, they always show back up at just the precise moment in my life when i need it most. i am forever grateful and joyful that i have met these people, you know who you are, and i am counting on god to keep putting you into my life when are where you are needed. tomorrow it is back to the babysitting, which means pool and tanning, i faded really bad at camp, but hopefully it will bounce back. missing a lot of people tonight, but riding on that harley looking at fireworks exploding in the sky, i was at peace, hope the same is true for you.....