im not trying to be bitter

the previous post sounds bitter and i apologize, i just am sick of being told that i am toxic and contaminated, that people seem to think that my soul intent in life is to ruin other christians lives, when they have no idea how wrong they are. so if it offended, i apologize, it was a rant at a hard moment in my day, i do feel those things, but i don't mean to hurt or offend. just confused about things right now. and i guess a little hurt. sorry, but not sorry enough to remove it, it is a reminder for me. that's all. nothing more, i just need to remember where my heart is.