a new year begins

so here it is the beginning of a new year. a time to look back and reflect on what happened in the year ending and to project forward to a new time ahead. i can honestly say that i am thrilled that 2006 is over. it has been a trying and long year for me. i am full of regrets and sadness over this past year. i have felt tremendous loss this past year in many many circumstances, i feel like i have gone through deaths in the amount of loss i feel, people moving away, people leaving my life or me leaving theirs, moving in different directions than others, it has just been a sucky year. i am hoping that in 2007 that i can rebound, reconnect, rebuild or restart on things that need to change in my life. i have a lot of pain here lately, the depression that continues to haunt me is severe right now, and i need to figure out a way to rid myself of some inner demons. i think this may be the year i make huge changes in my life, but maybe not, i haven't decided. but whatever the case, i am trying to decide if i can continue living the way i have been or if i need something drastic to rearrange my thinking. today, well actually yesterday was a time of reflection and tears and sorrow for me, i hope when i wake up that i can see with a clear mind all that i need to do to start on a fresh path. my hope and prayer for everyone is that you will discover all that you need to this coming year to make it the best one ever! love to all!