back from sherwood!

so, i went to sherwood this week. just a couple of days. i almost didn't get to go, health concerns, but convinced the doctor that it would be more restful than running my household. literally got the green light an hour before i was to go up. so very glad i did! i did get rest, and i actually asked some of the sherwood girls to pray and that was amazing! feeling a little better, have a few more doctors appts. this week to figure out the final diagnosis. not as worried as i was after getting prayer. one of the best things that occured this week in sherwood, was janice took paige to the waterfall. it was a very healing, touching moment, in brought me to tears. i love her and all that she did and is doing for me! it was great. and then i couldn't be up as much, and it was great watching her play with janice! she makes me laugh and she made janice laugh. and she even said hi to emily, which was so fun. leia spent a lot of time up, helping me to rest, she is letting janice in and it is nice to have my old leia back. the two of them helping me with prayer and memories, is awesome, super tag-team! the campers were amazing once again. one female, who i took smoke breaks with had a super crush on me, and it was fun to hang out and hear how great "my rack" was. seriously, it was funny! the talent show was so funny! i am going to go up probably for the last time this summer on monday, it is one of my sherwood kids birthdays and i need to celebrate with her, she means a lot to me, and she needs this badly. and besides, jaime is going to be there! things are still unraveling in my life, and i have learned so much about grace, hope and love. i have trusted god, and he is faithful in showing me that i am worthwhile and deserve joy, happiness and peace. god is good! hope you are well! miss you!