no more please god!

no more please god!
not another day.
not another hour,
not another minute.
the pain eats away at me,
chiseling bits and pieces of my sanity away.
i can't function anymore
i have no more fight.
no more desire
no more hope.
i just want to die.
let me breathe my last.
let me be free of pain,
once and for all.
let it be over with.
not another second.
i beg of you.
take this pathetic life from me.
i don't know how to use it
i don't want to have it anymore.
i have nothing to give to you.
i have nothing to offer anyone anymore.
branded
for life,
it won't be lifted.
how can it?
it is who i am.
so please god.
no more