Monday, September 01, 2008

life is still going, and im still enjoying most of it!

yes, i am still alive and well, and my life is still going and going and i am still learning about God's joy and peace and hope. janice has been living here since camp ended and we took a great trip to disneyland for 4 days! it was good because she got to meet a lot of new personalities and have fun with them. i had a really awesome time! i wore her out though as she was not clued in to how much "we" all love disneyland. i put pictures on my facebook if you care to see them. janice is teaching me so much, about obedience and following Gods plans, and it is hard for me to surrender to just stopping life and listening and obeying. Case in point, this past weekend, was great, on friday, i ended up integrating the very first alter i ever created, a 6month old baby, it was very emotional and hard, and on saturday i was very sore and out of it, things are hard with the system, doing a lot of memories and prayer, and i am finding true healing, but saturday, im not entirely sure what was happening, but janice felt like she needed extra prayer for herself, so she called andrew and april rock, to ask for them to cover her in prayer for the day, well, i am still not exactly sure how this happened but the next time i came "up" we were in los osos, praying with them. apparently, leia and janice prayed and felt like it would be best to get out of town and to be there, and it was offered to go there so they went, without telling me. it ended up being a drive there, prayer and driving back. dave had been out of town, and not supposed to be home until sunday night, and i had the kids but god worked it out, and shannon called and offered to take the kids, and then when we were at the rocks, dave came home, which would have possibly been a really bad thing if we had been in the midst of prayer, so it all worked out. and god had told janice that she was sufficient, so she did all the praying for me, and the rocks, worshipped and covered her in prayer, it was such a blessing. i wasn't thrilled that we were there, but in the end i was so grateful that we had gone. i am busy with work and kids and trying to keep the memories in order and making time for prayer. i am still pretty happy and learning to let god work. hope you are all well!